Dutch. Born in 1984, chubby girl, likes music A LOT, totally random stuff can be found here.
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Total TV addict. Likes Friends, Bones, Glee, Community, How I Met Your Mother, Jason Segel, TJ Thyne, Matthew Perry.

Chubby guys, bearded guys, chubby bearded guys even more ♥

 

The guy is away for 5 days, so i’m not able to talk to him for that period. :(

(Although I didn’t let it show)

And we both are cowards for not telling one another how we feel about eachother!

And apparently he is back together with her. He can’t make up his mind I guess.

Part of me is lucky that i’m not with him at this point. I mean, monday you are back with her, break it of on friday and back together today.

But he could have let me down more easily. I even gave him an easy way out, but no..

On to the next one I guess….

One day of crying, that’s all. Just one, no more.

After talking to my friends and colleagues i came to realise that you are in fact the biggest ass on the planet.

But thank you for showing me how insensitive guys can be. Thank you for breaking down the trust i had in guys in general. Thank you for letting me believe that i was actually given a chance.

But hey, I’m the one who has the last laugh. Eventually.

visualmanifestos:

A #zodiac post I just saw on #Twitter inspired me to throw this together. Hope my fellow #Caps #Repost #TrueShit! #IamCam, I’m a #Capricorn & I’m #guilty of #loving #hard. (#Ladies take that however you like.) LOL. #selfmade #BigHeart #Wale #Quote (Taken with Instagram)

visualmanifestos:

A #zodiac post I just saw on #Twitter inspired me to throw this together. Hope my fellow #Caps #Repost #TrueShit! #IamCam, I’m a #Capricorn & I’m #guilty of #loving #hard. (#Ladies take that however you like.) LOL. #selfmade #BigHeart #Wale #Quote (Taken with Instagram)

I mean. We went out two times. You didn’t bother to show up at the third (yeah, i was stupid enough to believe the ‘i was drunk’ routine). I thought we could give it a shot after you not showing up, because you replied to my sort of pissed message on Facebook.

Not even three days after that you are in a relationship with her. Your ex.

*Sigh*

Ehm, ok. He is in a relationship. Great…..  He changed his FB Status this evening.

Stupid ass.

Katy Perry - Wide Awake

I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake

I’m wide awake
Yeah, I was in the dark
I was falling hard
With an open heart
I’m wide awake
How did I read the stars so wrong

I’m wide awake
And now it’s clear to me
That everything you see
Ain’t always what it seems
I’m wide awake
Yeah, I was dreaming for so long

I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn’t dive in
Wouldn’t bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
Till I woke up on
On the concrete

Falling from cloud 9
Crashing from the high
I’m letting go tonight
(Yeah I’m) Falling from cloud 9

I’m wide awake
Not losing any sleep
Picked up every piece
And landed on my feet
I’m wide awake
Need nothing to complete myself - nooohooo

I’m wide awake
Yeah, I am born again
Outta the lion’s den
I don’t have to pretend
And it’s too late
The story’s over now, the end

I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn’t dive in
Wouldn’t bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
Till I woke up on
On the concrete

Falling from cloud 9
Crashing from the high
I’m letting go tonight (yeah, I’m letting go)
I’m Falling from cloud 9

Thunder rumbling
Castles crumbling
I am trying to hold on
God knows that I tried
Seeing the bright side
But I’m not blind anymore…
I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake

Yeah, I’m Falling from cloud 9
Crashing from the high
You know I’m letting go tonight
I’m Falling from cloud 9

I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake

And to make matters worse, the guy i haven’t talked to in two months decides to chat me up right at this moment. Not what I want and not what i’m waiting for.