I like being alone, but I hate the feeling of being lonely. When you’re alone, you have time for yourself. Your thoughts finally catch up to you. You set your mind on things and everything is just clearer. Nothing’s bothering you and everything just feels right for once. When you feel lonely, you feel as if no one’s there for you. It feels like no one understands you or is willing to listen. It feels like you’re screaming in a crowded room, yet not one person hears you.
Complaining on Twitter that my internet and phone is down to my carrier. And just 5 minutes after I had send the message it works again. It always works like that, doesn’t it.
Ok guys. I want to start learning something. I am sitting at home and being unemployed gives me a great opportunity to dive into some courses and to hopefully increase my chances of getting a job. But…. there is so much to choose from.
I really want to pick up French again. But it’s been almost 15 years since I’ve read anything French, let alone speak it.
And on the other hand I want to get into maths, science and basic psychology, just for the fun of it.
So I’m left to make a choice which hopefully benefit me and my ‘career’ in the near future. If any of you happen to know a great course or tutorial that would help me, plesae let me know.